Sorry.

I'm sorry.
I'm sorry if I am not enough for you.
I'm sorry if I cannot meet your expectations.
This is me.
This is how I am.
Try as I might to change that,
try as I might to be somebody else - 
somebody better, somebody more likable -
I just cannot be.
I'm Patricia.
Unstable.
Irrational.
Imperfect.
This is all that I can be.
I'm sorry.
I'm really, really sorry.