Don’t
that instant just comes in your life when you just want to stay still, freeze
time, and live on that moment forever? You just want time to stop and let you
breathe in and enjoy what you are currently having. You just want to stop for a
while and know what’s right in front of you. Just laugh, kiss, hug, do whatever
that keeps you smiling right now.
It’s
like watching a TV show you really really like and your favorite ship is having
this moment and it has gotten you crying and smiling and just feeling that
special moment and you do not want that episode to end. You just want to keep
repeating that over and over and over again and never get tired. You do not
want to know what’s going to happen next and it scares you. It scares you
because everything is really uncertain and the moment you are enjoying right
now could be gone in a snap of a finger. And you do not want that to happen.
I guess
that feeling always comes to me, the feeling where I just want to stop and
pause everything that is happening, and let that play over and over. The happy
memories I have with me? I want them to happen again. I want to relive them and
feel what I felt then – that fleeting moment of bliss - and stay there forever. Pretend that tomorrow’s
never coming. Just have today for the rest of my life. If only…

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