"Rant."

AHHH PUTANG INA NG LAHAT NG BAGAY

AYOKO NA MABUHAY

SAKIT PUTEK

DI NA NAMAN AKO MAKAHINGA

SIKIP NA NAMAN NG DIBDIB KO

AYOKO NG GANTO E

AYOKO

AYOKO NA

SUDDENLY HAD THAT SUDDEN URGE TO DIE

TO VANISH

TO JUST SIMPLY GO AWAY

BAKA MAS MADALI KAPAG GANUN EH

AYOKO NA NG GANITONG PAKIRAMDAM

AYOKO NA UMIYAK

AYOKO NAAAAA

WHY CAN’T I JUST DIE

THEN IT’LL BE EASIER FOR EVERYONE

WHY.

CANT.

I.

JUST.

FUCKING.

DIE.

I WANT TO GO.

I WANT ALL THESE PAIN TO JUST GO AWAY.

I JUST WANT THE END.

THE PAINFUL, INEVITABLE END.

DEATH.

I cannot remember why I wrote this but I found this in my documents and it is titled "rant". Why, why, why. I really just love coming across things I have written way, way back. It makes me smile and laugh and assess what I was back then.